A look inside my Soul - i cant believe its been a month

i cant beleive aidyn is a month today (well technichially the 28th but its wednesday and he was born on wed so its a month) .It has been a huge change for sure. lack of sleep has given me the worst migraine ever on a daily basis. I have been a little moody and had a few days of crying but i went to the doc and got back on zoloft because they told me that I am at higher risk for PPD because i already have depression.We have had Aidyn to peditrician 3 times already...1st time after hospital visit...2nd time 2 wk check up and yeserday because he was crying all day not sleeping his gripe drops and gas drops arent really working and he cries after he is fed so they made us come in to make sure it is not acid reflux. they said it doesnt sound like it is. They told us to switch his formula so i hope it helps. He is starting to smile and he can move pretty good for a month old on his stomache. He also can hold his head up for a good minute he was doing that about 2 wks he can roll to an extent too. I think we have a fast learner on our hands im in trouble. I am taking Aidyn on his 1st road trip for a week in july to Pa without scott because hes staying here to work i am so nervous but i know my family will be there to help i am so excited. i hope to get his 1 month pics done on saturdau. that is all for now