A look inside my Soul - so depressed

I am so depressed today. Something is wrong with me and i don't know what it is and i can't go to the doctors till i get insurance  that could be another month or so. I can not live like this another month i am in sooo much pain and things are happening to my body that make no sense. I have done all i can do myself to deal with the problem but i still feel depressed and i just want to cry there is nothing anyone can do to help me and its making scott feel bad.

Last night we went to see shooter it was alright and today we are going to see preminition, the movie i picked out so i will let you know how that is. now i am going to go cry